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Thursday 25 April 2013

~ Loveless ~


Day by day my body is just weak...
My attitude is going back to how I was before...
Being alone...
Silent...
Not talking / mixing around people..

Starting to listen to "emo" / "sad" song over n over...
Drawing scene / emo pics...
Searching for more quotes..

FML , I need to stop...
I'm still trap in some dark shadows that is dragging me down and not letting me go~
I hate this feeling..
I don't want to be the old me...
-sighs-

Guess I'll be drawing more again~
That's the only way I can stop myself from doing stupid things~
So...yeah...
1 more day...That date...
3 more days , cosplay event...
Meh~

~KoNaN~

Wednesday 24 April 2013

~ Lonely Angel ~

( My IMVU : MsEmoDomo )

[ I remember when all the games began , remember every little lie and every last goodbye ]

We’re not lovers
But more than friends
Put a flame to every single word you ever said ~

I miss you so much...
I want to talk to you again like how we usually does...
Can we...? Please...?
I feel uneasy when we didn't talk...
At least a msg or a call will do..

I'm done for now~
I hope that we will be fine and will talk~
I miss you~ :c
Without you I'm nothing~

< Didn't know that u were this important to me since we 1st met >
~KoNaN~



Tuesday 23 April 2013

~Trap in the world of silence~

(Drawings I drew in 1 day)

Thanks to my fren , maomao for spam call my phone~
IF he didn't , i m still on bed sleeping and never want to wake up~
From morning till night , woke up with a weak body and mind...
Full Of wonders and thoughts going on in my head~
Listeting to "emo" songs...
Didn't even eat / drink a single thing , until my parents tell me to..

Ate fries , chicken rice and drink ramune~
That's all n I'm full..
No longer have mood / appetite to eat / drink~
I felt lazy...

The question are still in my head..
Are u still mad / sad at me because Of my behaviour when I was with u?
Will we be fine?
Will we talk n take pictures like usual?
What will happen when we meet / saw each other?
How would we be back together like normal?
Why are u cold towards me?
Am I at fault now?
Do u miss me like I miss u now?

I tried to be calm and try to heal myself...
But those thoughts keep bothering me...
I'm sad...I'm hurt...I'm worried...I'm jealous...
Why...?
I just feel like I want to dissappear like u don't care...
Why did u do this to me...?
U know I love u and everything is stated down on my blog , facebook and even my actions towards u...
Yet...I'm still dumb and didn't know a single thing till u came to me and talk It out...

(Part Of a lyric taken from a song)
On Sunday , you went home alone ,
There were tears in ur eyes ,
I called ur cellphone , my love ,
But you did not reply~

It sounded just like me...
I cried in the train on my way home...
U called my phone a few times but I rejected it...
The next day I told u but u said u didn't call me...
Why..? U did call me n even my bro told me to call u when I didn't answer ur calls...
Why lie..? :c

~Watch me bleed~

Monday 22 April 2013

~Lost~

(I look like a little girl)

I'm lost....
I'm confused...
What just happen..?
Why..?
I don't understand...

What will happen next..?
Will we meet again..?
Will we talk..?
Will we have fun like we used to...?
What?
I don't understand...

Are we close..?
Will we see each other again like usual...?
Will we be normal..?
Where?
I don't understand...

Are we fine..?
Are we going to fight...?
Do u love me..?
Who?
I don't understand...

Are we together...?
Are we friends...?
Where is the love..?
How?
I don't understand....

Can we be nice...?
Is there a way to clean...?
We take pictures...?
When?
I don't understand...


Guide...Me....Please....?
I miss u...
~Konan~

Sunday 21 April 2013

I DONT EVEN....

(Cried in train)

Hie readers~
I don't know whut to say anymore...
I feel heartless n brainless~
I don't know where is my mind is now~

So... On 22 is his b'dae...
So , I made a plan for him with some frens for celebrating it today~
I dun fucking know what's going on~
The plan , is not what I planned...
Its fucked up...
Its like... I was happy at the beginning but in the end my mood just went down n started to break down~
I just don't know whut to say / do anymore...

I'm not being an attention seeker on fb or smth but I just...
I'm drowned somewhere in the middle , deep in the sea / ocean~
Maomao , Jia Sheng , thnx for comforting me~
I'm a retard , I'm slow , I know~

My heart hurts....Its torn...
My mind is gone...Its going haywire...
My eyes hurts....Its crying like a river...
My body is weak....It feels like it is broken into pieces....

That's all I can say and will say...
I'll be MIA in every website , except bloggy~
If u wanna find me? Call / text me...
If I'm ok , I will pick up / ans~
If not , don't bother...Nth will happen~


~Angel Of Darkness~

Saturday 20 April 2013

~ Sleep ever and more ~

Hie...
So... 3 days 2 nights I'm at grandma house~
Idk y I wanna sleep over grandma house so suddenly...
But yeah...

So , I bring n bought stuff for making ryuu's bdae card~
Yeah , its big! (Pic below)
So....I spend almost 2 hrs plus on the drawing cause I never draw that character before and its super cute~
Print and paste pics , draw / design the bored...
Took 5-6 hrs doing it..
I know...I do it with such a big effort~

Hope that you like it although its not that much~
:)


~KoNaN~


Friday 19 April 2013

~Countdown~


Hie reader / followers / stalkers~
So..yeah...update time! :3

This week and next week is the best days / times ever~
Really , I can't wait!

(Days , Date)
2days , 21th : Going out with hubby! (Surprise)
3days , 22th : Hubby's Birthday ~ <3
7days , 26th : Our 1 month anni ~ <3
9days , 28th : Cosplay event~!!  (BBCC)

Yay! I'm so fucking happy that att the countdown above I get to go out! X'D
Meet hubby and friends~ <3
Camwhore , Fun , Cosplay , Random stuff happening~
So yeah...Can't wait to meet hubby~ ^^

Gonna go to bed now , I'm tired~ 
Its almost 2:30 am , hahaha!
BYE!

~KoNaN~

Thursday 18 April 2013

Drawings!

Hello people!
So...I'm bored... X'D
I drew 3 drawings of sasuke..Haha~

I spazzed at my own drawings... :3
So..yeah...Its requested... X'D
1 for sasuke and other 2 is for sora~
Sora's bdae present ~ ^^,

That's all I got to say~
Bye!


~KoNaN~

Wednesday 17 April 2013

Fun Time With Love

<17-04-13>

Another outing with love ~
Went to love's house in the morning to have a haircut~ X'D
Then we slack in the house like a boss...
That akward moment when parents came home n I'm sitting on the couch stonning akwardly while love vaccuum the house~ LOL

After parents leave , "we" , lol only him , plays naruto game and I'm sitting on bed watching the game , the screaming that hurts my ears! Haha!
After playing , we went to bed awhile before heading out..
Almost the whole day I didn't sleep n hubby was tired so we decided to sleep but end up I didn't , keep closing n opening eyes...

Hubby , y u sleep so cute?
U from one side , u roll to me then put ur head on my arms~
U make a squeeky sound when u stretch... X'D
After that u awake for a sec finding my hand and hold my hand when u sleeping... Hehe~
Few mins later u roll back to me letting go of my hand and u hug my arms instead....
U sleep like a baby u know... :3

Finally , when baby awake , we get ready laughing madly in the room spanking each other butt~ Hahaha!
I just had to say it! :3
Its so cute and funny...
SPRAY CARAMEL~!!!! X'D

So....we went to vivo~
Walk around looking at people and people looking at us~
Goes to daiso buy cotton candy and drinks~
Slack at the "stair case" place , idk what to call it , lol!
Camwhore n stuff , then we go back in vivo n walks around again~

After walking around , we settle down for awhile , resting~
Why must time fly fast when we had fun...?  :c
Few mins ltr , I gtg , so baby send me to the mrt~
Hugs n kisses before I go~

Busy texting till I almost got lost of not knowing where to go~
HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH BABY~!!
Although its not for long , I still had fun~
Being by ur side , no matter how long or short the time is...
It makes me smile~
Be happy always , dun hide anything from me~
If u have a problem , tell me n I'll be there ~ ^^

~I Love You~


~Konan~

Saturday 13 April 2013

~Hiding everything with a single smile~

Hie all~
So....I've been having moodswings for the past few days~
Still trying to maintain it...
-sigh-
Hate having mood swings... D:

Its like...This is the 2nd time the shit happens...
I scold / get mad at my love...
I really dun want this to happen again...
1st he made me pissed....2nd I'm having mood swings...
So...shit happens..

Well , everything is fine now~
Forgive n forget they say~
Still...
I don't want this to happen again cause maybe it will be worst...
So..yeah...that's all I got to say...

The pic~
Camwhore pic of me when I'm at town~ :3


~Konan~

Friday 12 April 2013

About Myself

Herro peeps!
As usual , I'm here to update bloggy~
Hehehe....

So...I'm here to tell u alil bit of myself~
AGAIN~
Yeah , I know...
I really hate it when it comes to some females that spit shit to me n never admit~
Please , have ur own originality can?
I hate it when ppl try to be me~
Just , stop , stop ur nonsence!
My style , my pose , my make up...
STAHP~! -.-

Recently I'm having so much probs really~
Like wtf u know... -.-
Its like....Can I flip the table now?!
So...To be honest , I'm a nice , friendly n shy girl~
I used to be minah/ah lian , ya I know its lame , but I'm a different person now~
I'm kind enough to smile at u rather than stare at u~
Don't think wrongly bout me , really... -.-

I'm really a nice person until u make shit to/with me...
I really don't like it~
Be nice to me if u don't want to see this darkness of me come out~
Once I'm mad , I'll drag u to hell till u stop ur rubbish.. :@

(You don't know the way of my life , so shut the fuck up)

~Konan~

Thursday 11 April 2013

♥ Our love story ♥

Ryuu & Konan♥

The date of when it started : <26-03-13>

It started with one post on facebook , meeting up at cosplay events and comforting each other because of some douche bag~
Here we are , finally being together after getting to know each other and falling in love~ 
My friend , Bestfriend , Boyfriend , Hubby and most of all , my EVERYTHING ~ (:

One and only boyfriend that I love~
Yeah , I know we r girls , so?
If we like/love each other u guys can't do anything but sit there n watch~ :3

I'll promise u that I'll never hurt u and make u sad / mad~
So far , we r fine tgt n I like it this way~
If I did something wrong I'm sorry 
I love u only n always~ ^^

Note: I love it when ure jealous at some time , but take note that its just a joke n not real~ ^^
There is no one else for me but only chuu 
Hehe , 15 more days n its our 1 month ~ ^^

♥I Love You Hubby / Boyfie♥

~ Konan ~

Wednesday 10 April 2013

♥ The night with hubby ♥ 09-04-13 ♥

Finally after a few days of not seeing each other , we did~
I miss u so much~
Had fun going out with u n spending time with u the whole day..

I can't forget bout it at all~
Ur warmth , ur voice , ur everything...
Hope that we can spend time with each other again 

Altough I had to leave early n ure tired , its still fun~
Love u hubby ♥
 

~ Konan ~