→Feeling Fine←

Hellow peepole~
Im so bored at homewith nth much to do...

Still deciding if i wanna be a childcare teacher or kindergarten teacher..
Hmm...

Yay!! Im going to be busy with cosplay soon~
22june , 29 june , 7-8 july...

I cant wait... (≧▽≦)/~┴┴
My birtday in a mnth ...
-Excited-  ㄟ(≧◇≦)ㄏ

~Konan~

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★Back From MIA★

Hello Readers~

Finally im back to update bloggy~
So lazy and i dissappear from my bloggy for so long.. XD

Im here to update n upload all the pics of whut happen when im missing and not updating my blog~  (≧▽≦)/~┴┴

DUMP ALL THE CAMWHORES AND EDITS PICS TAKEN AT COSPLAY EVENTS~!!  ㄟ(≧◇≦)ㄏ

~Konan~

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~ Loveless ~

Day by day my body is just weak...

My attitude is going back to how I was before...

Being alone...

Silent...

Not talking / mixing around people..

Starting to listen to "emo" / "sad" song over n over...

Drawing scene / emo pics...

Searching for more quotes..

FML , I need to stop...

I'm still trap in some dark shadows that is dragging me down and not letting me go~

I hate this feeling..

I don't want to be the old me...

-sighs-

Guess I'll be drawing more again~

That's the only way I can stop myself from doing stupid things~

So...yeah...

1 more day...That date...

3 more days , cosplay event...

Meh~

~KoNaN~

~ Lonely Angel ~

( My IMVU : MsEmoDomo )

[ I remember when all the games began , remember every little lie and every last goodbye ]

We’re not lovers

But more than friends

Put a flame to every single word you ever said ~

I miss you so much...

I want to talk to you again like how we usually does...

Can we...? Please...?

I feel uneasy when we didn't talk...

At least a msg or a call will do..

I'm done for now~

I hope that we will be fine and will talk~

I miss you~ :c

Without you I'm nothing~

< Didn't know that u were this important to me since we 1st met >

~KoNaN~

~Trap in the world of silence~

(Drawings I drew in 1 day)

Thanks to my fren , maomao for spam call my phone~

IF he didn't , i m still on bed sleeping and never want to wake up~

From morning till night , woke up with a weak body and mind...

Full Of wonders and thoughts going on in my head~

Listeting to "emo" songs...

Didn't even eat / drink a single thing , until my parents tell me to..

Ate fries , chicken rice and drink ramune~

That's all n I'm full..

No longer have mood / appetite to eat / drink~

I felt lazy...

The question are still in my head..

Are u still mad / sad at me because Of my behaviour when I was with u?

Will we be fine?

Will we talk n take pictures like usual?

What will happen when we meet / saw each other?

How would we be back together like normal?

Why are u cold towards me?

Am I at fault now?

Do u miss me like I miss u now?

I tried to be calm and try to heal myself...

But those thoughts keep bothering me...

I'm sad...I'm hurt...I'm worried...I'm jealous...

Why...?

I just feel like I want to dissappear like u don't care...

Why did u do this to me...?

U know I love u and everything is stated down on my blog , facebook and even my actions towards u...

Yet...I'm still dumb and didn't know a single thing till u came to me and talk It out...

(Part Of a lyric taken from a song)

On Sunday , you went home alone ,

There were tears in ur eyes ,

I called ur cellphone , my love ,

But you did not reply~

It sounded just like me...

I cried in the train on my way home...

U called my phone a few times but I rejected it...

The next day I told u but u said u didn't call me...

Why..? U did call me n even my bro told me to call u when I didn't answer ur calls...

Why lie..? :c

~Watch me bleed~

~Lost~

(I look like a little girl)

I'm lost....

I'm confused...

What just happen..?

Why..?

I don't understand...

What will happen next..?

Will we meet again..?

Will we talk..?

Will we have fun like we used to...?

What?

I don't understand...

Are we close..?

Will we see each other again like usual...?

Will we be normal..?

Where?

I don't understand...

Are we fine..?

Are we going to fight...?

Do u love me..?

Who?

I don't understand...

Are we together...?

Are we friends...?

Where is the love..?

How?

I don't understand....

Can we be nice...?

Is there a way to clean...?

We take pictures...?

When?

I don't understand...

Guide...Me....Please....?

I miss u...

~Konan~

I DONT EVEN....

(Cried in train)

Hie readers~

I don't know whut to say anymore...

I feel heartless n brainless~

I don't know where is my mind is now~

So... On 22 is his b'dae...

So , I made a plan for him with some frens for celebrating it today~

I dun fucking know what's going on~

The plan , is not what I planned...

Its fucked up...

Its like... I was happy at the beginning but in the end my mood just went down n started to break down~

I just don't know whut to say / do anymore...

I'm not being an attention seeker on fb or smth but I just...

I'm drowned somewhere in the middle , deep in the sea / ocean~

Maomao , Jia Sheng , thnx for comforting me~

I'm a retard , I'm slow , I know~

My heart hurts....Its torn...

My mind is gone...Its going haywire...

My eyes hurts....Its crying like a river...

My body is weak....It feels like it is broken into pieces....

That's all I can say and will say...

I'll be MIA in every website , except bloggy~

If u wanna find me? Call / text me...

If I'm ok , I will pick up / ans~

If not , don't bother...Nth will happen~

~Angel Of Darkness~

~ Sleep ever and more ~

Hie...

So... 3 days 2 nights I'm at grandma house~

Idk y I wanna sleep over grandma house so suddenly...

But yeah...

So , I bring n bought stuff for making ryuu's bdae card~

Yeah , its big! (Pic below)

So....I spend almost 2 hrs plus on the drawing cause I never draw that character before and its super cute~

Print and paste pics , draw / design the bored...

Took 5-6 hrs doing it..

I know...I do it with such a big effort~

Hope that you like it although its not that much~

:)

~KoNaN~

~Countdown~

Hie reader / followers / stalkers~

So..yeah...update time! :3

This week and next week is the best days / times ever~

Really , I can't wait!

(Days , Date)

2days , 21th : Going out with hubby! (Surprise)

3days , 22th : Hubby's Birthday ~ <3

7days , 26th : Our 1 month anni ~ <3

9days , 28th : Cosplay event~!!  (BBCC)

Yay! I'm so fucking happy that att the countdown above I get to go out! X'D

Meet hubby and friends~ <3

Camwhore , Fun , Cosplay , Random stuff happening~

So yeah...Can't wait to meet hubby~ ^^

Gonna go to bed now , I'm tired~ 

Its almost 2:30 am , hahaha!

BYE!

~KoNaN~

Drawings!

Hello people!

So...I'm bored... X'D

I drew 3 drawings of sasuke..Haha~

I spazzed at my own drawings... :3

So..yeah...Its requested... X'D

1 for sasuke and other 2 is for sora~

Sora's bdae present ~ ^^,

That's all I got to say~

Bye!

~KoNaN~